I am glad that I am neither a soldier nor a mercenary. Both are instruments of war and destruction.
Nobody should ask me to put on a uniform to go into some strange country in the heart of Africa to fire high-calibre machine guns and drop bombs on fellow Africans whose leader got into power through a violent coup and not democratic elections.
Thus I will not draw guns and fire mortars at the sight of marauding African rebel forces that are products of poverty, unemployment and neglect by African political elites who do not put the interests of the people first.
The reality of modern African conflict
Many men who are soldiers on this continent think and believe they have no option but to be dogs of war. Some have little option but to enlist in so-called rebel armies in order to find a job, food, shelter and security.
If they refuse to join these marauding armies that do not hesitate to rob, rape and kill women and children, they are shot down like dogs.
So no, I will not go into the heart of the African continent to fight against fellow brothers when they, too, are fighting on the instructions of some greedy man who wants to get into power by hunting down and trying to get rid of another greedy man who got into power through crooked means.
Breaking the cycle of violence
The cycle of war and destruction in which some African men are addicted to the kind of power that serves the interests of only a few on this continent must come to an end.
I am tired of unending war unleashed upon poor African people in the name of freedom and democracy we never see.
Is there actually anyone here who can explain to me why the deposed president from the Central African Republic got into power in the first place? Or what the war is about in Lumumba's DRC?
Those at the helm of power now, were they chosen by his people or did they too, like the ones who wanted to depose them, use guns and bombs to get into power just so they could enjoy the spoils for themselves?
The human cost
According to UN statistics, armed conflicts have displaced over 18 million people across Africa, with civilian casualties accounting for 90% of war-related deaths. What is it exactly that African leaders do for these little people of God?
My heart bleeds for young men who have been sucked into this war to fight for any side. We do not need this war, one that is over mineral resources and power.
A stand for peace
I consider myself a God-fearing man. Thus I will not go into any African nation characterised by poverty, unemployment, hopelessness, famine and war simply to remove one dictator so he can be replaced by another.
African leaders need to get their houses and heads into order. Why do Africans continue to use firepower to resolve issues when they should let the people decide for themselves through participatory democracy what it is they want to see happen in the land of their forefathers?
The path forward
If I risk being accused of promoting mutiny, lack of patriotism or defiance to authority, then so be it. The time has come for African men – old and young – as well as little boys, to refuse to pick up arms to kill other African men and boys who are their blood brothers.
Above all, they must desist from using guns to rob, rape and murder African women and children in the name of fighting for peace, democracy, freedom and justice.
It is better to die disobeying unjust commands from authoritarian military commanders than to live to carry out their unjustifiable orders that will not bring peace, justice and brotherhood to the African continent.
Success stories in peace
We can learn from successful peaceful transitions, like Nelson Mandela's negotiated end to apartheid in South Africa, and Ghana's steady progress in democratic governance. War begets war. Above all, there are no winners in war.
The role of African leadership
I was told by leaders of the African Union that the 21st century was the African Renaissance Century. And I believed them!
In fact, I was looking forward to celebrating the 50th anniversary of the Organisation of African Unity, now renamed the African Union. Instead, I ask myself questions that tear my soul apart.
Where are the AU leaders and what are they doing to ensure that there are no more wars on the continent where brothers fight brothers?
Finding African solutions
Or do we have to continue to look up to the superpowers, to America, France, Germany and others to come and create peace on the continent?
I believe in an approach of African solutions for African problems, but why can't we make it work? Where are our leaders, if we still have any?
Someone told me that I think and speak this way because I am not a soldier and that venting such views may be considered unpatriotic, a threat to the state.

Nine SANDF soldiers have been killed in fierce fighting with M23 rebels in the DRC. Picture: Screengrab
A different kind of soldier
But I want to make it clear that I, too, am a soldier but one of peace. As for patriotism, it is nothing but love for one's country and people that makes one want to avoid war at all costs.
A patriot will neither do nor say things that cause or result in war. And the only threat to the state comes when democracy is lacking and the people are neither consulted nor informed about the decisions taken by the leadership.
The power of the people
To protect the state, we the people must participate, be involved and contribute to the decision-making processes that affect us directly, including those that could lead to the loss of the lives of our fathers and brothers.
Africans are tired of senseless wars. We must demand the restoration of power to the people. After all, no state can justly claim authority if it is not based on the will of the people.
Conclusion: A call for change
So, I will say this for the very last time: I am glad I am neither a soldier nor a mercenary who picks up guns and drops bombs to maim and kill fellow Africans. If I was doing that, I would become an enemy of African self-determination, development and the advancement of the African Renaissance agenda.
When you think about it, the real enemies of peace in Africa are warlords who become state presidents and ministers in order to serve their selfish interests, not to satisfy the needs of the people.
Will the true leaders who put the people first, please stand up! It begins with refusing to pick up arms to rob, rape and murder fellow human beings.
We need guns of peace!
#Conviction